Crew Member Discloses Mental Health Struggle Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also included high-profile passengers.
The mission was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.
She described the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and conducted tests during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her heritage – was drowned out under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.
She is best known for her pioneering work championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after an attack during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since achieving her goal, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the followers whose support were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.
She added that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted spacecraft departed Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the Kármán line of outer space.
The team of pioneers also comprised experts in multiple disciplines.
The company behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.
